A Continuance.

So there did end up being talking. It was refreshing to hear Husband's thoughts put into words. It hasn't ever happened much.

Many decisions were reached. Most are too private to publicise on the world wide web, I think. At the moment, we stay together. He has been told how my plans for life have changed though. He's thinking about it. At the moment said happenings aren't imminent. He is thinking about whether he can deal with where I'm going. It was decided that if he comes back to me in a few weeks, or a few months and decides he doesn't want to go where I'm going then we'll jump off that cliff when we come to it.

The epic change, that I hope will happen soon, is finding somewhere else to live. We are going to find flatmates. He's never lived with anyone except his family and now me. I'm hoping it will help him grow, to live with other people and have to take some responsibility for things instead of me just taking care of everything. Should save some money too. I love money.

He's going to try harder to come out and socialise with me and meet people. He can do anything he wants in life, he has a brain and motivation. He just needs to figure out what he wants. He said he just wants to be with me. I said that's fine, but that I want him to want more, otherwise we really will grow too far apart, and I likely will become ridden with guilt, distant and resentful.

Do Not Want.

Stay tuned, if you want to. Future posts will likely be brighter. There might be kittens. Movie reviews, thoughts on books I'm reading, music I'm listening to. The possibilities are endless. As a taster, today I cracked open Herodotus - the Histories; CD for today was Lady Gaga - Born This Way. What a strange combination.